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I’m so happy I’m coming through this tunnel of darkness. It was rough taking a true inventory of my life but it was very cathartic. In my past my health was so bad I had zero concept of where my future was heading, I didn’t have a 5 year plan or anything like that. Now shits about to kick off. My car is far from completed and it’s basically already sold. I threw out a number of $8k and I have folks in line to buy it. I can build this bitch in less than a month.
See what is happening? I’m about to go from disability to absolutely fucking crushing it. It’s gonna be weird going from poverty to wealthy.
This is all the more reason why I’m stoked I pulled my head out of my ass and realized what true friends are. I’m sure after this sell folks will start hitting me up asking about cars. I know where everyone’s heart is at. I wont be a dickhead – as much as I’d enjoy it – it’s just not right. I really think it’s a great thing if you are dragged through the mud and yet you can stand right up, knock the mud off and have the fortitude to keep to righteous principles. The devil has been cracking me left and right but he’s still too much of a pussy to knock me out.
I expected to find compassionate folks at this point but it hasn’t happened. At the end of the day though I know who I am and I know I’m a good soul. I wish I could talk about the good things I do but I feel as though that would almost cancel out the good deeds. Good deeds should be done at random. Good deeds should be a knee jerk reaction upon seeing suffering. In other words, one should spring to help someone in need and not put it on their damn youtube channel.
I can’t lie, the future makes me anxious. But at the same time I understand it’s my life line. My future is like clay waiting to be molded into any shape I want it to be. All I gotta do is stay focused and put in the work.